Running

i feel in love with her because she made me nervous, a little out of place, uneasy even. she was my adventure in a world that i had made so monotonous. i craved her in a selfish unloving way. & as distant as she is now a part of me still feels her. she engulfs your soul and throws you up like stars in the sky. she pushes & you push back until there is this magnificent explosion shaking your very being. i'm a runner and that's all I'll ever be.