Drowning

I wrote this about you. i found it saved on my notes on my phone & being without you this week has reminded me of what that feels like. I'm ok with never feeling like this again....

 i don't know what drowning feels like, but I've heard its the most painful way to die & for some reason when I wake up at night & roll over & you aren't there I'm almost certain it's like drowning & having to keep fighting for air.