Favorite Quote

Things aren't the way they seem.

Isn't it amazing how things can change so fucking quick. The people you always thought would be there aren't & the ones you wanted to be perfect aren't that perfect after all. People aren't who you think they are. They turn out to be really shity version of what you wanted them to be. Life can be incredibly fucked up sometimes...

Your name.

She's Perfect

There are millions of tiny things I love about you like how you collect rocks from all over the place & how you have them hid out in random places in your room or how you smoke pot in the house & then freak out 3 hours later because you think it still smells like weed. I love how you smile when people talk about your grandmother & how you always freak out when people look at your feet even though you are perfect as fuck.

Drowning

I wrote this about you. i found it saved on my notes on my phone & being without you this week has reminded me of what that feels like. I'm ok with never feeling like this again....

 i don't know what drowning feels like, but I've heard its the most painful way to die & for some reason when I wake up at night & roll over & you aren't there I'm almost certain it's like drowning & having to keep fighting for air.

Some Fav Quotes for Today

A million miles away

Sometimes great decisions come with great consequences. It's not easy being here not having the answers to the questions their asking. Everyone's talking, waiting repeating, & I'm a million miles away just staring into your eyes. It's amazing how everything can be spinning & falling down & when I look at you it all stops. That's the moment I knew where I wanted to be.