She's Perfect

There are millions of tiny things I love about you like how you collect rocks from all over the place & how you have them hid out in random places in your room or how you smoke pot in the house & then freak out 3 hours later because you think it still smells like weed. I love how you smile when people talk about your grandmother & how you always freak out when people look at your feet even though you are perfect as fuck.

Drowning

I wrote this about you. i found it saved on my notes on my phone & being without you this week has reminded me of what that feels like. I'm ok with never feeling like this again....

 i don't know what drowning feels like, but I've heard its the most painful way to die & for some reason when I wake up at night & roll over & you aren't there I'm almost certain it's like drowning & having to keep fighting for air.

Some Fav Quotes for Today

A million miles away

Sometimes great decisions come with great consequences. It's not easy being here not having the answers to the questions their asking. Everyone's talking, waiting repeating, & I'm a million miles away just staring into your eyes. It's amazing how everything can be spinning & falling down & when I look at you it all stops. That's the moment I knew where I wanted to be.